Fiery Angel

By Tara

Childhood memory
One day I had gotten very angry at my mother. I don't know why. I think I was about 7 years old. For some reason, and quite out of character, I went slamming out of the house, marched down the side walk - towards my best friend's house - with my mother in close pursuit.

At one point, I stopped, turned around, put my hands on my hips, and yelled "Bitch" at her! I was not allowed to use that word. I did not know what it meant except that it was bad. My mother stood there stunned. I don't remember her saying anything. She followed me back into the house. I remember having a "sore throat" for that day. I don't remember expressing anger like that until I was an adult. (I stuffed it down).

What can I do with anger?

The fire gives further instruction

Heat process ~ yields lots of insight ~ letting the toxins out.

The fire is also the source of passion ~for your dreams ~ for your desires ~ the fire for the dance, the music, the love. But it is scary to those who want to control it - they're afraid of what it can do - what they think it will do to you - that is why they steered you away from it ~ made it clear it was not ok ~ made you pull it back in - it was okay to experience by yourself/with yourself ~ but not with others - too dangerous ~ too out of control ~ what do we do with that? ~ (Why were they needing to be responsible for it at all?)

Body Part Story Figure
Youthful feminine fiery angel.
She radiates heat, creative force, passion but does not know where to channel it ~ needs a guide, a wise spirit, to guide the fierce energies welling up inside
The place / sacred earth spot
A lovely valley between the hills ~ a cooling river running through ~ Glendalough Valley in Ireland (below Dublin). The river is a wise feminine force, the hills ancient and supportive and they beckon the fiery angel. Step into me and we will combine forces. I will not extinguish you. Together we will create a magical steam, the energy for all your creative dreams. I draw you to me so we can create together.

Rainbow connections; magical quality to the light, up lifting, inspiration, higher calling, angelic assist.

You do not have to do this alone. Not earth beings but other beings can help.

Now they both transform into a Light being that carries both/all their energies. A synthesis of great power and passion; with left over energy to share.