Ecovering

By Suzette

 

The angel flies in and says “stop”.
“God does not ask for human sacrifice”
And what is human for me?
I am feelings.
The angels says “you should not, thou shalt not sacrifice feelings”.
Ecovering feeling, the feelings of home on the earth
Rank and power that expression
Coming to the point
Taking up space
Sounding listen to me look at me I have all the power
Rituals of power I have them all
No arguing with me I do I am immovable

I’m scared there is anguish and suffering and fear on this side
The titanic is going down the lobster claws are trying to escape the bait box
I am not just a piece of meat
This is political doctors and insurance companies
There are more of us than you. people
Where is our power
I need to express my feelings of pain
You are too puffed up with too much power

Angel says ecovering is home and
Home means your deepest feelings and connections
Do not sacrifice your feelings
Power must be connected to feelings
The symbol of freedom
Turning shit to gold
But not to fear the abuse of power
How do I do this to myself?

I am seeing new things the red is also connecting energy
The power and fluidity of blood and I see a white door in the angels eye.
Now I have a white open door and a black shut door
Again the question how am I all these figures and roles inside my self?
What dramas are going to be enacted today?
The doctor becomes a doctor of freedom now
Power to protect freedom
The white door a way to open to different possibilities and
Understandings and use of my power
Wings so many wings and the blood
Blood my life force
Power to protect and express knowledge.